seeds•of•the•new 🌏 unfolding within a new world narrative

my personal path

 
I don't expect many to follow what I write about my path here
~ AND THAT'S ALRIGHT ~ I often do not understand the word world of those I otherwise feel something bubbling with. 
To get to know each other we have to meet where more vehicles of expression can be given space.
 
 
BEHIND THE SCENES
 
I just realised that where I'm thriving is 'behind the scenes'. Beside the intuitive often invisible grassroots, in the undercurrent. There I can find myself connected to the planet and my cone of spirit ~ that force which is within me. IS me. 
Maybe it won't become more visible to people than it is now. But I believe it possible to stand up more with whoever I meet, and let it flow its mysterious ways.
  
 
 
 
I have my personal issues to deal with. One is around growing old ~ but 'growing' is actually what it is. The letting go's leave he essential more up front.
I also have more time and inner space for supporting the unfolding of another being and interrelating with the wholeness.
 
Whatelse I love about growing into Elderhood, is not craving a spot in the spotlight, but owning it inside.
I may have more of that emptiness and patience it takes to listen deeply, also into the turmoil of others.
But those who know me will confirm that sometimes a vulcanic fountain rumbles and spreads its colours. 
Till now I've found one channel for that energy to pass through in everyday life, instead of piling up causing depression or override my surroundings.
I've gor a YouTube space that I feel holds a future for these expressions, often soft and babbling when feeling in tune and in a steady flow.
 
one of my faces
 
Alongside many beings, not so often recognised, I see myself as an intuitive, energetical game changer. Somehow for me it includes genderfluity/androgyny, more in a spiritual than physiological sense. 
I love to let loose the whole spectrum of that which energizes and deepens my being ~ AND I'm thrilled when we find a shared wave of expression. 
 
Energized by realness, I aim to stay authentic to my truth of the moment and what I feel and sense through my ups'n'downs. Especially the self-love it takes to stand in integrity is an ongoing work for me.
I intend to touch the f*yes frequency and that which opens me to the softness and dephts of my heart.
  
 
I work in different fields, but mostly in the field of embodied consciousness and intuitive expression. Most of the time I'm more of an inner sensing, discovering, processing, transforming person. Looking for a greater story in the small'n'big; in that which seems to come from a place of wiser intelligence.
You may meet me as very drawn back or boldly expressing whatever comes through.. 
 
one eye of the ocean - dec. 25
 
Some of my quests are:
What happens if I connect to what happens through my ɓody and ɓeing!
If I listen to that suble voice!
And allow it to be explored and expressed...
  
 
MY WAY OF MAKING SENSE AND MY PROCESS WITHIN THE GREATER STORY

The only thing I've ever beleived can save the earth is a shift in human consciousness. I just didn't know how that would come about. I still don't. But I believe I and we are in the middle of it.
It probably works and is perceived differently for each one of us.
 
This model of understanding things in a greater picture has been with me all my life. Like a knowing from within and an experience running through my body. It has taken me a long time to put into a written sharing that may make sense to others. I've created and reached out for words through which I can mirror this experience.
 
In my perspective, human existence and human consciousness is only one part of the greater mystery.
In that which we perceive and name very differently, I believe each of us holds a key ~ through our nerdy and quirky quests, through our bodily experiences and perceptions, through our fields of care, through our connectedness and expressions of very different kinds.
Each unfolding our piece of the greater puzzle will widen our perspective and may have importance beyond any logic understanding.
 
On one level, seeing the world as we know it falling apart - I'm seeking guidance from another level, where a new world is being birthed. 
Some call that 'the conscious evolution of mankind' ~ 'the creative evolution'. In this we're all part of 'the greater evolution', which includes all living and cosmic beings on this planet.
 
As one of these living, cosmic entities ~ following the evolution of Gaia, probably is where I find my ultimate meaning in life.
That includes listening with my entire being, visioning from a place of discernment, embodying new states of being (walking on this Earth in new ways) and allowing the creation and expressing that goes with it.
As an air-borne-being I at times perceive guidance and energetic support coming from the greater universe ~ as well as inspiration and information radiating from whoever, whatever I meet on my path.
 
In this time of transition ~ the psychological and physical transformations can be pervasive adventurous AND tough, until the wounding and the lower ego loosen.
In cultivating my seeds I meet a roller coaster of processing and feelings. I meet chaos, fear and trust, painfull letting goes and uplifting new insights, body aches and cognitive clarity and confusion. At times the dizziness turns me onto connections and states of beings, where thrill, soft force, and healing and creational superpowers are natural states of being. They seem to reveal potentials of a new and altered consciousness, that gives a hint to where humanity may be heading. 
 
It's a process of dissolving and new emergence. It is a path never walked before, where there's no manual of navigation, leaving me to trust my inner compass and intuition. Here I can only listen, learn, ask for help and share my expressions and changing vibration. (Also called 'awakening')
 
 
 
Staying real and true to my quirky reality
is my greatest achievement.
 
 
My goal in life is to fill all that I am and do
with heart and intuitive attention.
That, for me, leads to magic..
 
And when my body exit this planet, I envision the room lighting up saying:
"You're not the only one ~ there are millions out there...
and there'll be more.
Your dream was not a lie ~ it is real ~ it is here!"
 
And I see a humanity rising where manipulation and fear
are replaced by sensitive strength and a force of wise intention
that hold miracles
 
 
 
 
 
Hannah Y•A•Y 
(Y•A•Y shows my heaven and earth connection, 
more than it's a Yippee!!,
although sometimes that too is part of my universe :)